14 Decembers Isn't That Long

A drawn-out stare
I'm not there
but
"i don't care".
I'll change my face
You won't change your mind
because
it's love
because
it's a caterpillar.
or a polar bear.
because
it's me.
They're not here
and I'm not there
but
it's me
and they're not here.

Just because I trust you
doesn't mean i like it.
no...
Just because I trust you
doesn't mean I trust myself.